Still spilling it all out of my brain.

Hows this for posting! I guess I'm making up for those long periods of silence. I just want to keep all of these thoughts out of my head. I feel like I wasted another day. I allowed him to take it from me. As I was going through and packing up his stuff I just kept thinking wow this is the exact same thing I was doing last year around this time. We get together, he flips out because he's too stressed, takes it out on me and I'm left trying to reorganize the pile of shit thats been left on my life. And then people don't understand why I'm so cautious when it comes to relationships. It's like men take you out to breakfast, fuck you, tell you they love you, all the while knowing the next time they see you, their going to break up with you. And your the one who's lost the person you thought was your bestfriend, and your lover, and your companion, and all in one swoop he's revealed himself to be no different then every other male you've ever met. Well Cheers to them! Assholes.