Oh What Should I do. What Should I do.
It comes time for the awful pros and con list. She she stay or should she go, and if she goes, where should she goes. The thing about being single with no strings is that you really have the freedom to go wherever you want and do whatever you want. My problem has always been being happy though. What will make me happy. Will going back to the past really make me happy or is just a way of escaping, is staying in SD the option, knowing I could possible go through two more years with no support system, and no friends. Will I end up even more miserable then I am at this very moment. Or should I go somewhere I have never been before and just escape everything and everyone. Or will everything be exactly the same as it is no matter where I go. Maybe the problem is me. Maybe I am negative, Maybe I don't get it. Maybe I'll never get it. And maybe I'm completely incapable of making anyone happy, including myself. Who knows.
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