I am so tired of people playing mind games with me. I am so tired of holding on when I should be letting go. I'm tired of trying to show people the good in life, when they don't care. They don't care about other people, or the time and effort spent on a relationship. They don't appreciate the love they have been given. The only thing they care about is lame excuses that change from day to day. I'm so tired of loving people who only want to look for the next best thing, instead of the good thing they already have. I'm tired of people repeating old habits and labeling it as changing, and I'm tired of repeating the same old habits and never having learned anything. I hate being angry and saying and doing mean things to the person I care about, and yet doing it anyway. I hate feeling like I'm begging for attention when I'm only trying to understand. And I am tired of being rejected and feeling like an old rag tossed aside for the new one you just found at walmart. And I'm sick of being turned over the younger uneducated version when I know it's all because their stupid enough to fall for you same old bullshit over and over again. I'm just done.