Drink It Up!

https://www.pinterest.com/strangekandi/drink-it-up/


Maybe now would be the perfect time to work my way through my pinterest boards, starting with this one.

Anger

     I am so angry.  I don't want to be angry anymore.  I don't want to feel like this, and I don't want to allow someone to have this much power over my emotions.  I have been royally fucked over, that's a fact, and I can't change that.  I know Karma has a way of cleaning up other people's messes and I truly believe that, so I can only hope she finds a way to redirect my pain in a suitable and non violent way.
    My overactive imagination and ability to hold a grudge is not my friend right now.  It seems in times like these it seems that it's not just a broken heart you are fighting off, but every single primal bad habit you have built inside you, all reasoning goes right out the window.  Even the fact that I keep mistyping letters because of the bandaids on my fingers is pissing me off,  I just want to take a deep breath and let it all go. 
    I don't want my friends inviting me on tagalongs like some sort of third wheel suicide prevention, I just want to find something to make me laugh, sleep it off, or eat a couple of cookies.  Not too many cookies because my ass is large enough the way it is, but that is an issue to address on another day.  I just need to find a way to refocus all of this pointless energy that keeps draining me emotionally.
    I've been here before, we all have.  And I have the same friends by my side who have picked me up and dusted me off, and that says a hell of alot about the company I keep, and I am lucky, and I love all of them for it.  I'll get through this, the tears will stop eventually, hopefully, and I'll move on to the next beautiful disaster waiting me in the future.

Done.

Yumm!

I bought this for my face, and its delicious! LoL It also works great on my face and neck. No pain beautiful skin.

Learning to Exhale

  I was just talking to Theresa about this the other day in regards to writing, and then another friend in regards to my artwork.
  I feel like I've gone dry.  I know when it happened, it was the moment I walked across the stage last may and maybe at that point I felt like I was suffocating for air, and I wasn't inhaling or exhaling but just sucking in and out quick breaths as I struggled for survival those last several months.  It became less about creating something and more about generating a quick result to finish a goal that had seem to take forever.  I read this blog entry today that touched on how to create when there feels like there is nothing left inside you.  I haven't been fair to myself, and I've really been letting everything I can think of get in the way.  But no more excuses, I shall breath deep and exhale and take the first step forward.

https://www.stclaireart.com/blog/2018/2/4/how-do-you-create-when-you-dont-feel-creative

Kesha - Praying (Official Video)

I don't know how many tears have fallen over episodes of Grey's Anatomy.  I don't know how my eyes will cleanse themselves when that show finally goes off the air.  This was the background music to all the drama that ensued this week.  I've never been a huge Kesha fan, but I love this song, it is so powerful and says so much in so little time.

Grey's Anatomy 7x18 Callie - The Story

I can't get over how amazing her voice is, and how powerful she sings this song.  It is absolutely breathtaking.

Blooming flowers, Amazing nature!

Stunning timelapse featuring blooming flowers

Lady Gaga - Million Reasons (Live At Royal Variety Performance)