Stormy Weather...

So the weather has been stormy today. My day started out good, nothing like making love to the sound of the pouring rain, but then work was stressful, and this new medication is just not cutting it. I keep thinking once I get adjusted it will be better but I think I may need to switch to the other stuff the doctor gave me. I had to laugh earlier when I signed on MSN to talk to Brandy, and I read the ex's screen name. Totally In Love, (Love Ya *&$). god I love him, but he is so full of shit that his eyes are turning brown, and he knows he's full of shit. And he is such a player, I swear he would be so much better off just being a playboy and being honest about it, then trying to play girls and keep it secret. He's such a guys guy, you gotta love it. Of course for that split second I had a little twinge of hurt like oh how could he. But then I realized, it's expected. He was never openly in love with me, but that doesn't mean the love wasn't real. It's definitely questionable. But he does have his shining moments. How do I fall into people like him? Well I suppose it is off to bed, I will be glad when all these thunderstorms passover, and the sky clears. Pandora is currently trying to molest my hand which makes it difficult to type. So peace for now.