Well then.....

I have felt so anxiety ridden lately.  Energy with no focus.  I have a hundred of things to do and don't know where to begin.  I need to find a way to re focus myself. I got a new job, a great job.  The best job I have ever had, soon I'll be on my own again, it has been so long since I truly had my own place with no one hovering or being judgmental over how I do things.  It's going to be interesting.  Need to get my car fixed.  A new car would be more ideal, but one thing at a time.  I've been setting my alarm for 5:30 every morning, I'm worried I wont adjust, being on time is my one huge huge downfall and I hate that I struggle with it.  A big part of it is my medication, I have to make sure I take it early enough, but not too early, and if I don't take it at all I wont go to sleep.   I'm also finally coming off some of these medications I have been on for so long, I'm so sick of taking so many pills all the time, I will feel healthier once my body completely readjusts.  Been binge watching Blackish.  It's hilarious.  Haven't played my video game in awhile, should try to work in a couple hrs here and there just to change things up a bit.  Need to go to sleep, just have a lot going through my mind right now.  I imagine the next few weeks will be like this, adjusting to a new life is always difficult.