Blah Blah Studying...

I hate that I have been studying and studying and yet can't seem to retain any of the information for my test tomorrow. Show me a piece of art I can tell you why I like it or not, but I can't tell you that Davinci' used a pencil that was manufactored by a machine built by Benjamin Franklin made with lead provided by the same tree that held the apples that fell on what's his names head and before being used to draw that exact drawing was actually chewed on by Michaelangelo who then lent Davinci the pencil to sign a note he was writing to his lover, but Davinci subconciously stole the pencil. I'm sorry I'm just not that good. Why I decided being an Artist would be fun I have no idea. I just want to go get a job in my field of work, and work there. I don't want all this extra crap that goes with it. Work and School and Bills and Responsiblity, I feel like I have no life, all my friends live realy far away and I have no one to share any of this with. I guess if I had someone to sit around and kiss my ass and tell me my crappy drawings were good, maybe I would feel encouraged but in reality. My drawing teacher is the only person that looks at my sketch book, and I guess I realized that they aren't very good anyways and they will inevitably end up in a box of dust sitting in a garage somewhere forgotten. Oh well. I can say I seem to be improving somewhat and I have determined that my favorite medium to use is Conte as opposed to Charcoal. But again this rant was pointless and I must go back to studying this break was nice though... Maybe I will have something more interesting to say.