And the rant continues...

I am sick of being single, and I seriously don't think there is one person out there for me. Why can't I find someone who is not a complete asshole, or who is willing to use me as long as they don't have to invest anything into the relationship. And why is it when relationships go bad, it is always the guy trying to convince us that we fucked up. That we are the crazy ones, that somewhere between our sanity and there inability to love, we caused every single problem that brought destruction to the relationship. Well news flash, we maybe emotional, but you guys are just as if not more fucked up than us. At least we are willing to admit were fucked up. And what has become of this world. When did people just start taking advantage of eachother and not giving a fuck. When did stepping all over people become a favorite and acceptable past time. And why is it that I feel like I have been transported back to middle school, where I just don't get it and feel constantly annoyed. Why can't people stop acting like 12 year olds. But then when I stop and think about it, when I'm with my realy good friends (Theresa, Amy) I act like a kid sometimes. But not all the times, yeah I will do goofy shit and laugh and carry on, but I don't swarm in a pool of drama day in and day out, sucking in everyone around me like the god damn lockness monster. I have a feeling that this rant will go on for days and days. But for now I will let it go, on a side note. I was extremely worried about Amy who landed in Honolulu yesterday, but I am glad to hear that she is very safe, they were without electricty but they were safe and that makes me feel good. Well good bye for now. I hope my one woman audience enjoyed this lovely rant....