So I've been completely stressing myself out all day. I am realy wishing I had gone into the repair project. No one said training would be 5 weeks long and now their saying that their not going to pay us our weekly bonus all through training like they were suppose to. They are only willing to give it to us for two weeks. Now for two weeks thats $200.00. So Thats $300.00 I'm getting screwed out of. Plus The supervisor was like put her on the phone and I was fine with that I was just talking to people, and the other person was working the computer system and I just assumed everyone else in training was doing the same thing but apparently I was the only one. No big deal. But it's realy stressful talking to people for the first time when you don't realy know what the fuck your suppose to say to them. Not to mention the building is like -10 below and its 80 degrees outside so I can seem to stay comfortable. Then I went and and got my class schedule and my student ID finally the guy was there. Then they said they don't know if there going to let Full time people work 30 hrs. They may make us work the full 40 in order to keep our benefits. Well I can't work 40 hrs and still have time to study and I can't afford to not keep my benefits so that would completely suck. And I realy realy don't want to move but I think I'm going to look for an apartment one more time. More actively this time. Because I think as far as time management goes it would probablly be best. I just hate the idea of settling into a new place. And it sucks because I feel realy stressed out right now and I know it's because of my job and they don't know what the fuck is going on. The project is new and no one has a clue. Oh yeah and then they said they were going to do background checks on all of us as a requirement another thing they failed to mention, and those that don't pass the background check will be automatically terminated. Let's ignore the fact that we already work there and have been working there with no problem. And I've had an FBI background check run on me in order to work at the Casino and as far as I know I have done nothing criminal in the last 3 years. But again so not the point. It's just stressful. Plus I can't eat. Everytime I eat something I get realy nautious so now I am eating soup and crackers, not something I would normally eat in July but it's making my tummy feel good. Ugh I just totally needed to vent I think I am going to finish eating and then go watch Harry Potter while I put my clothes away, and then I'm going to hit the sack. I just want some peace, and stability. No craziness, no fighting, just peace and quiet.