Sitting in my dirty Apt.

So I went into july having nightmares, I woke up crying over my ex husband and feeling like an idiot that I would be crying yet again over someone who doesn't even exist to me anymore. Then I spent my morning at the Bridal Shop which was fun because we got to try on our dresses we went and enjoyed a lunch at Olive Garden and then went to Target where Amy bought me and excellent Rug for my kitchen as a house warming/ birthday present. Then we drove home, went and loaded up on Explosives went to walmart made fresh Salsa and Taco's for lunch. Went out onto a gravel road in the middle of know where and blew some stuff up and then headed back to my apartment were we proceded to get drunk and pass out. Which did not take much Alcohol considering neither of us had drank in quite a long time. Then we woke up this afternoon and went to the Dam Beachouse for lunch where I have been wanting to eat for some time now and the food was realy good, and now Amy has gone back to Minnesota. She's been gone for 15mn and I'm missing her already. I had so much fun with her here it was so good to see her. It was good to spend sometime with an old friend.