Nerve Wrecking

So today I had to go to court and it was the most horrifying experience ever. The judge had already signed off on my protection order when I asked him to dismiss it and I had to go through twenty minutes of yelling and the judge asking me if I knew what I was doing, and no answere I gave was good enough. The girl sitting behind litterally said she's an idiot when the judge asked me if I was sure. All I had to do was give him a number any number and it would have been over and I would have had my protection order, but I knew that dropping it was the right thing to do, and I guess that this just goes to show that even in situations where you are in the right. Doing the right thing can be the most difficult. I need a nap and I have so much homework to finish and I am so stressed out, I just need a hug!