My Day So Far..

So today I have managed to. Wash my car, clean my apartment, and even start on the bedroom of lost artifacts which at this point now has a view of the floor. I also baked banana bread for myself and my neighbors, and made supper. Tomorrow is laundry day, sweeping, mopping, and cleaning the bedroom. I am also super excited because tomorrow I get to go see HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!!! Now the last time there was a Harry Potter movie out me and my ex boyfriend had this major falling out and came very close to never speaking to each other again. He had a girlfriend we weren't dating, and I was jealous, oh so jealous. Oddly enough he is now my ex boyfriend and has a girlfriend, but we are going to see the movie tomorrow afternoon during the first showing. I bought the tickets, he had said for me to get ahead and just by one because he didn't want to disappoint me if things changed but then changed his mind and went ahead and said buy two. I hope I didn't make him jump the gun and that he is committed. I have this fear that he is going to stand me up at the last minute. Maybe because the last 4 times I have asked him tot he movies he has said no, and our relationship has only recently extended beyond a quick dinner at the closest fast food restaurant. But I don't know anybody that loves Harry Potter as much as he does, so I am very excited to go see this with him. But I wont let him ruin it for me if he bails at the last minute. I do feel like bouncing off the walls, and I have been going through cognitive therapy to productively dispel all of this energy without going into an anxiety attack. I have been doing my breathing exercises which helps. I do feel bad because I got a bit bitchy with the ex this afternoon. Total laps in communication and I was worried we were headed for a fight but thank goodness we weren't and I stopped and thought hey why not try not being a complete bitch for once. I also watched Igsby Goes Down which was actually on my Netflix list and at first I thought it was a bit bland for me but by the end I was laughing my ass off. Particularly when he was calling everyone with the news of his mothers death I seriously thought I would lose it at that point. So tomorrow you can expect a Harry Potter post and then again another one next week as book 7 is finally released!