Sunday, September 30, 2012

The Top 100 Banned/Challenged Books 2000-2009

This is a list of the top 100 Banned/Challenged Books 2000-20009.  This list is utterly ridiculous.  Since Sept. 30th starts the beginning of Banned Books Week.  I am going to be randomly be posting exerts from the books on this list.  I encourage everyone to pick a book, read it, give it to a friend and tell them to pay it forward.  Or leave it in the local coffee shop with a post it that says read me.  The ignorance in our society needs to be addressed.  The Freedom to read, The Freedom to think, and The Freedom to create need to be celebrated by everyone!.



I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings.


The free bird leaps
on the back of the wind
and floats downstream
till the current ends
and dips his wings
in the orange sun rays
and dares to claim the sky.


But a bird that stalks
down his narrow cage
can seldom see through
his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and
his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing.


The caged bird sings
with fearful trill
of the things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill for the caged bird
sings of freedom


The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn
and he names the sky his own.


But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing


The caged bird sings
with a fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom.


~Maya Angelou





Monday, August 20, 2012

My cute puppy

Relaxing on the couch watching Dawson's Creek and playing with Mario. I feel 17 again. The kids were driving me nuts tonight. Dragging their butts with homework and not listening as usual. I don't feel like I have the nerves for children. I always pictured myself as the fun mom who did crazy things and everyone thought was cool. I am soo not cool. I'm loud and uptight and often annoy even myself. I'm trying to adapt to my new life but three years in and I still feel like ripping out my hair when the door opens and closes and opens and closes. I long for silence and bleach has become my new best friend. Clearly I am having issues.

"people are strange"-marilyn manson and the doors


I think Jim just OD'd again.  What an insult to a legend,  clearly Marilyn Manson has issues singing anything that may stray from him infamous chords to "The Beautiful People"   You can drink a gallon of Vodka and get up on stage with the doors and pretend to be Jim.  Only Jim can be that fucked up and still pull off a performance.

Tuesday, August 07, 2012

Dave Navarro Suspending



I cannot imagine how this feels. The intensity of the pain and what would have to be going through his mind to be so peaceful with what is happening to him. It looks extremely painful, and yet he looks like he is in a state of relaxation. Definitely not something I would choose to experience for myself, but I am glad he got what he needed out of the experience.

Zebras!


Zebra Pals by ~strangerswithkandi on deviantART

I love taking pictures of animals!  I always have.  I had such a blast with these Zebras.  Very cool animals.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Down Word Spiral

       Sitting here listening to music, trying to relax.  It never ceases to amaze me the amount of mental anguish, stress and physical pain can cause a person.  I really thought things were going well.  My blood pressure was steady, my stress was little to none.  My pain was manageable, and now everyday seems like a struggle.  I'm unhappy at work, I feel abused, I'm in pain, and the stress of the unknown is only adding to the struggle.  I realize this is a phase, and I am sure as much as I am down right now, that soon I will turn myself back around.  I just need to focus on being positive and making a path to my future.
      I have never been good at just letting things roll of my shoulders.  But I am starting to realize that these things that stress me out, that make me miserable, are not worth sacrificing my happiness, so i just need to let them go.


Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Blog Craziness

These blogs are getting out of hand.  But I feel attached to them because I have had them for so long.  I don't dare delete one of them.  I finally linked this one to my google+ profile and deleted the one from back in my poetry days, when I was angry and felt the need to be heard.  Still have the diet blog, although I don't think anyone is using it, and my dieting attempts are well pathetic.  Lose 20lbs gain 5 it's gets so old, and I stay fat and frustrated.  Anyways, will still try to occasionally plug away at these.  Although with facebook, google+, twitter, and both blog hosting sites, I start to feel all typed out.  For those of you who keep checking out my page, I appreciate it.