My cute puppy

Relaxing on the couch watching Dawson's Creek and playing with Mario. I feel 17 again. The kids were driving me nuts tonight. Dragging their butts with homework and not listening as usual. I don't feel like I have the nerves for children. I always pictured myself as the fun mom who did crazy things and everyone thought was cool. I am soo not cool. I'm loud and uptight and often annoy even myself. I'm trying to adapt to my new life but three years in and I still feel like ripping out my hair when the door opens and closes and opens and closes. I long for silence and bleach has become my new best friend. Clearly I am having issues.