I'm cleaning, I went to put the cats picture and ashes together; Tears began to fall. I didn't think in a months time I would lose the love of my life, and the one companion that always kept me together. Times are changing fast and there is no telling which way it will go, or how it will all end up. I know I am in shock, I am trying desperately to keep it together, and I am certain once I am left to hold it on my own, I will lose it, tears will fall, screams will be heard, hearts will be shattered.
On another note, the invitations to the Bridal Shower arrived to go with the piles of other worthless shit in my basement. I realized a lot of the shit was paper or flammable material of some type. I also have an unopened bag of Marshmallows, a Box of Graham crackers, and several bars of chocolate. No to mention the unused lighter from not smoking. I also have a full tank of gas an empty mini van and directions to Theresa's house.
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