Hey people I'm alive.

Wow... Everyone must find it exciting that I haven't written anything in a really long time. Anyways I miss my friends, Theresa my one arm wonder, and Amy the braniac bride, and miss Shanno Banano who I don't think actually reads this. Anyways I had a break down last week, thank you to all of those you listened to me weeping endlessly into my cell phone, I love you all. I think it was the breaking point. Because this week I feel fine, once again I have managed to gain some sort of persepctive into my life and whatever. And am no longer trying to convince myself, but to strongly point out that I am making the right choices. And that my mother is right, I can quit or walk away and switch schools, majors, life goals, whenever I feel like it. None of us are bound to our positions in this world. I don't know at what point life got complicated. At what point the otherside of the world seemed so far away. I do wish I was a bit closer to Virginia, but being closer to Virginia would put me closer to Tennessee, which would inevitable get me into a heep of trouble. And although I would love to be far far away from the snow, I would miss my Yankee friends dearly.... I'm sure I will write more later. I haven't updated my poetry blog, I have lots of unfinished short stories but I may post some poems from some of my favorite people, school will be out in a couple of weeks and I am sure I will find time to crawl under a blanket with my cat and my mac and type out some crazy thoughts.